Summary

I welcome shades of grey - openly
Anachronistic life - unending
Unnecessary strain - compounding
The failing cognition - resounding

I hate what I become
When all I am is this
And the weight collapses me
As the numbness hits
I fail, Again
To break the fall

I'm here all alone, wondering how it all will end
Fighting in vain as into the darkness I descend
Waiting for light that I know I'll never see
Desperate for silence once again

Asphyxiating will - incarnate
The hope of amnesty - discarded

I hate what I have done
To build the emptiness
Into walls I can't unmake
And the prison fits

I fail, Again
To break the fall